I'm a bit of an oddball. If you hadn't already guessed that about me. I hear many other designers and doll makers talk about their process of making and designing dolls and many of them talk about how much their dolls change during the process of making them.
And here is what makes me weird. Once I have settled on how a doll will look in my head, they pretty much always turn out the way that I pictured.
The thing is that I actually make the doll many times over in my head and it is there that the doll evolves.
I think that I ended up with this strange process because I had surgery on my right hand in 2005 with a fairly lengthy recovery process, so the only way I could design dolls was in my head. After months of not being able to make anything and then years of pain I have perfected the technique of "mental doll making". I can't waste my hands on ideas that don't work, so I try them out in my head first and discard them if they don't work for me.
That's not to say that I don't change my mind about how something will look. I just change my mind, in my mind, and not while I am in the middle of making something. I do try out different techniques to try and find the easiest way to do something, but the look I pictured in my head, is the look I end up with.
Take the Bamboo Oracle for example. The idea for this doll came out around the time that I had surgery on my hand in 2005. I had intended to participate in the Hoffman Challenge for 2006 and had already bought the fabrics. The main fabric for the challenge was a pink background with a bamboo motif (you can see it in the Bamboo Oracle's waistcoat lining and cuffs).
As I sat on the sofa with my arm bandaged so tightly that I could only move my finger tips, I conceived of the idea of a miniature oracle who would hide amounst the bamboo stands in a bamboo forest. But here is the weird bit - when I first thought about a little tropical seer who could read the future (if you could find them of course) "she" was a "he".
For some reason, when I first thought of this idea I was going to make the Oracle a male doll. I had seen a picture of a doll by Cyndi Mahlstadt that inspired me. If you click this link you can see him in Cyndi's gallery - look for the little rotund dude with a long staff and flowers on his head. I wanted to create a rotund and characterful doll.
I drafted and re-drafted that doll in my head, but wouldn't you know it, it turned into a beautiful woman. Not quite sure why that happened. That's the mystery of creativity, I suppose. As soon as I decided to try making a female doll, the pattern just presented itself in my head.
I did sort of come up with a compromise though. I was looking for costume inspiration in books on Chinese history and in Chinese movies. I ended up watching the film House of Flying Daggers
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The female character in this film dresses as a man at one point and it was that male costume that I used for my female Bamboo Oracle.
The shoes however were inspired by the little rolled toe shoes that the female character wears when dressed as a woman. The curled toes were perfect for my intended purpose of using the doll as an eyeglass caddy - you could perch your spectacles on her feet and the curled toes would hold them there.
Funnily enough there is a stunningly beautiful scene in this film where a fight takes place in the most vibrantly green bamboo forest. After I saw that scene I realised that the Bamboo Oracle was perfectly suited to the aesthetic of this film.

I did add one little extra twist - Chinese Opera style make-up. During my university years, I saw someone apply this tyle of make-up as part of one of my theatre design and production courses. This make-up look is very otherworldly and I thought it would make the doll look more magical without adding wings.
Bamboo Oracle never made it into the Hoffman Challenge because it was almost 4 years between when I conceived the idea for the Bamboo Oracle and when I actually made her. But her mental image never really faded from my mind and she remains one of my favourite designs.
I am teaching the Bamboo Oracle as an online class on Doll Street beginning Friday, September 2nd. So if you want to try making your own tropical seer, sign up and get more information on the course by clicking the link.